So I set sail on the Jeanne Dielman ship and within the first 10 minutes am confronted with utter anxiety at the tediousness of this film, as it shows the mundane routine, with complete neglect for dialogue, of this middle-aged woman. However, I felt this film must have a deeper meaning, and I must and will sit through the three hours of repetition until I could extract (or later read about) it. As I suffer through the first part, I can hear a reproachful voice (which belongs to someone I know) "you're so pretentious, this movie sucks, why do you want to watch it, cause every art critic says that you should??" The answer is "Yes". But I know there is something there, there is someting hidden that only the truly sensitive and open can capture, and once you learn what it is, everything falls into place.
Chantal Akerman is a Belgian-Jewish filmmaker born in Brussels, Belgium in 1950 of Polish-Jewish parents. She enrolled in the Belgian film school INSAS at an early age, and produced this film, her most popular at the age of 25. Her work is mostly known for it's minimalist and dry narrative, that intentionally creates a dreary emptiness through which, with a bit of patience and anxiety, surges a deeper meaning. When I think of this process I think of Yogic practice. In meditation, it is through the stillness of the mind, the void, which wisdom surges. This is the experience. It demands from it's audience a certain sensibility, a curiosity for the humane, and an interest in the very physicality of action that we exercise daily without thought. It is this curiosity made into an aesthetic. Without this sensibility, this film would seem absurd. Her point of view is unique, shown through a distant though highly observant lense. Jeanne Dielman lives her life without interference, we merely observe and cannot be heard. Our desires are not answered in this film, we are powerless.
And so here is Jeanne Dielman, a lonely single mother, trying to make it through life, following precisely the same footsteps day after day. A sure way to extract any sense of desire, to live mechanically without emotion. She is outside herself. Until one day, that existence seizes to be.








